Heh, one of the other things I’ve gotten really good at since I was a kid is describing what it’s like in my mind.
One of the best ones recently was a spiderweb. Every thought is connected to every other thought. Even on my meds, I’m capable of connecting extremely dissimilar things - the ocean and blueberries are linked because of the color blue. The difference is on my meds I can choose the strand of the web to follow, rather than diverge from talking about the ocean to talking about fruits.
So I have assisted in the development of a beige box where the magic happens. I can 100% confirm, it’s magic, and it happens in the beige box. Item goes in, information comes out. It doesn’t make any sense.